jeremy ong

hey people....

2010-02-11T20:44:00.002+08:00

hey all long time nvr post liao....
sry about that..
me just wake up but going back to slp again,
got somethings to say,
Today my day was not so good,
fever is a killer lo,
had fever than cant do my things well today lo,
but i would want to say dear im sry for leting you worry about me today,
im very sry,
and oso thanks dear:)love you dear:)
yup back to posting thing,
this year maybe is a good start for me,
there is work for me and my guys to do,
got anyother person in my life which is my dear,
got to leant some more sound as in the high Ns wan,
only got 1 dam bad things happen, some of you may know what,
if some of you don know im sry i would not like to say it out anymore im sry,
cs past is the past:)
so this year i hope that it will be a good year for me,
yup happy new year,
all the best for what ever you do,
yup got nth to say liao...
take care all want go c my fb and email after than wan go slp liao...

Im just happy with you.

2009-12-22T23:49:00.002+08:00

tmr is a long day..
got plans all days...
tmr going sec sch @ 7.30 must reach,
than after that going lunch with bro,
than later in the noon meeting dear yupyupyup,
pei her,
at the same time im going to give her,
her xmas things that i buy,
hope she will like it ba,
yup after that got so call a bbq,
with family,
hope that dear will follow me go,
but if she don wan is ok,
just send her home to rest,
yup,
so more or less tmr thats the day,
for me...
yup i don wan to say le bb...

dear i love you,

Missing Dear :'(

2009-12-22T00:33:00.002+08:00

hey people yup now @ my brother house,
laptop is under see doc( which is my bro)
haix don know what happen,
just hope that can get it done soon,
yup....
missing dear,
but i know she is enjoying herself and happy,
los,
just hope that the wish i wanted can come true lo,
yup,
i will let dear think if she want,
if she don't want im ok with it de,
yup,
dear enjoy yourself but enjoy is enjoy don fall sick..

Dear i miss & love you,
like i say befor i don sweet talk,
this is truth,
i don wan you to walk alone,
i wan to be the guy that can be always beside you,
I LOVE YOU DEAR

2009-12-07T00:06:00.002+08:00

hey people it have been long time that i have not post le,
life have change for me,
things oso don come in the way that i wan it to be,
i don dare to think too much,
just hope that things will come in the right way,
exam just over not long,
than the pass 1 week oso just done a xmas show @ sch,
people i think this will be a last post ba,
cs i don thing i have time to post liao....

dear im sry too ask u,
like what i send you on msn,
don think too much,
im really sry,

2009-11-04T23:30:00.002+08:00

hi people,
now a days i dont have much time to post,
liao,
cs nows a days got sch & work....
this 2 month is a busy month for me,
hiax....busy with my things but...
there is always some things that alway come in to my mind,
i don wan to really go think about it,
but like my brothers say to me,
"bro if the things wan to come to your mind, you can't run away, but to face it"
that what he say,
hiaxxx,
how???
why do things come back,
why i cant start new,
if old things i wan to trun it to new,
i don think it can be what i wan it to be.
haixzz.
i think i should be in the same spot ba,
nvm i don wan to think about it,
hope that things will get it right some how ba,
haixxx....

2009-10-31T00:52:00.002+08:00

hey,
it have been long time that i have post...
yup lots of things happend lors...
how should i say it,
1st-i'm supper busy with my work and till some time i oso don know what i'm doing oso...
2nd-i'm lost in my sch work,
i dont know how to do,yet my exam is coming very soon,
omg,diedie,
3rd- love haix here go again, think how works die,
this 4 words can kill me liao,
i really feel like going back, but....
is hard....sry i not hard, but i dam dam dam hard la,
i don know why it happen,
but i don know.....
diedie,
maybe to most of you don know what im saying,

2009-10-07T21:44:00.002+08:00

A dayhave just end just like that,
good time always end very fast,i really don hope that,
what ever good time i have today, hope it will come back again,
why must so fast end leh??
really got nth to say about it,
lets talk about today,
same nothing much,
went to school,
than have the short couse,
than break for lunch,
went to tamp,
eugene need to go posb bank,
than went to eat kfc,
went back for sch,
than we was late again,
ya,
than when end class,
went to cafe 1 sit down and talk,
talk talk talk till 4 plus,
than went home,
yup that all about it,
nth much,
but today is so call a happy life 2day,
los,

A feel happy when B is here,
But A still Can't say it out,
Dont know what will B thinks,
so the 2nd day,
A still need to stand on the same spot/place again....

2009-10-06T22:38:00.003+08:00

hey people,
i think it have been sometime from the last post,
was busy with my work cs it was the F1 nite race that why,
yup,
things don get in the way we wan it to be
don know why,
some times,
things will be good, and bad,
but why do bad things happend so many times??
los,
than nvm good time not every time have, bo bain,
but why must so fast end???
haix don know la....
how should i say it,
i don know today after sch come home,
don know why,
my mood start to change,
it just change to a very very very bad mood,
just don know why,
my family talk to me, i like give them a very black face,
i'm sry people,
if i talk to u in a very bad way today im really sry,

A know about what is happening, but A don't wan to tell B about it,
than A sometime feel very sad, than oso thinking is B the wan,
A some time don know,
hiax,
A shall stay on the same spot ans shall not move....

2009-09-15T21:03:00.000+08:00

hey people,
sry very long nvr blog liao,
sry ar, forgive me k?
haha,
los,
yup just change my blog skins,
haha,
sry i say wrong,
is not i change,
is my sister change for me de,
hahaa,
thanks jie,
i own you wan,
yupzzzz...
charmaine is ok de,
no need say sry de,
haix yo, your birthday ma,
must buy wan,
cant not don buy,
haha sry ley give you so early,
haha cs next week i not free liao,
got number of show,
going on,haha anyway sry!!!!!
hahaa,
yup back to post,
yup this week is the last week of sch hahaha,
los,
yup but cant really rest,
got number of show going on los,
day and nite,
but i enjoy it,
coz,
this is my life,
my life is make out of lighting and sound,
haha,
los,
yup tmr,
after EM class,
other people got test,
but i don have, i take liao,
haha,
los,
than going out with bros,
yup,
going to enjoy myself, than,
nite time go office to pack and load up,
going to have a setup,
yups,
all i think i will stop here...
nth to say for the day liao,
hahah...

2009-09-05T01:06:00.003+08:00

hey all just come home,
today nth much went to sicence center for NJRC,
went there till 4++
than went to meet susie, ben and pan,
cs was pan Bday,
yup happy birthday pan,
than went home and change than,
went back to meet them again.
went to pasir ris park,

to claire
oh ya sry claire if i give you the wrong idea,
im sorry,
is my friend that pan knows who is he ya,

than went to meet my 4 brothers under blk,
take and drink,
than went home,
very sain feel like slp-ing lo,
so tell the brothers that i have to go,
yup,
today is not a really good day,
bb tc all

2009-08-31T23:13:00.003+08:00

hey all people,
sry for very long nvr post liao,
was busy with 2 sch teacher's day 2009,
i was at greenview secondary school to day @6am,
the things end about 11am,
after that went to my own school ITE for teachers day things,
cs i was stand by for sound,
than end @ 4pm,
went home,
bath and went to slp,
not long my mum wake me up and ask me to meet my,
sister @ whitesand shopping mall,
to get things from her,
than went to home,
after dinner my mum wants me to my sister house to get a table,
than reach home reaply email and do some work,
sain one day for me is going to end liao,
is a very busy day for me going in and out,
haha,
lets talk about somethings that i start to thing of,
should i or should not??
i not sure....
things for other side,
had just happen some things bad,
than i don think i should move in,
if other side nvr thinks the same way as me,
than how??
nvm wait lo,
hope things will get the way ba,
los why i know how to say other people,
why don know how to say to myself ar,
in love always don come in the way that we wan it to be
ok i shall not say anythings liao,
tc all bb....

2009-08-24T21:07:00.002+08:00

DIE LIAO...
tmr got test i nvr study for it,
i nvr bring the book home can't study OMG HOWHOWHOW!!!!!!!
sain hiax ya don think about it liao,
hiax im thinking and thinking i have been few days liao hiax,
nvm shall not say haix,
sain this few days will be busy so will not be blog-ing,
busy with 2 sch teachers day,
ITE & GVSS,
yup,
haix gtg bb

2009-08-19T21:56:00.002+08:00

hey all,
time to post liao,
sian don know why my msn what happen,
i add people the other side can't see me online,
and i oso can't see the other side online,
los wth la,
what happen,
lol,
but hope can chat on msn haha los,
yup sry for the last few days nvr post,
don have the time to post,
los,
yup sain tmr start at 1pm,
haix than end late,
don know why,
i start late oso say sain,
than start sch at 8am oso say sain,
haix wth with me la,
haha los,
it have been 4 days liao i think,
i don think that i should go,
maybe you don know what im talking,
but some of you should know what im saying,
if you got read my last few post,
i don think i should i shall stay on the same spot,
don move on,
friends will be go for me,
yup haix sain la.
no money no job for now,
wtf,
in singapore no money can't stay la,
every where need money!!!!!!,
nvm,
haha gtg liao,
need to help dad do things,
take care all,
nites =D

2009-08-16T01:38:00.002+08:00

now is 1.39 am sunday,
is the 2nd day that i can't slp at night again,
don know why,
at nite some things that come to my mind,
i dont know,
which wan is the truth,
as in i don know is it yes or no,
i dont know this few weeks it start to have it,
i don know why is it love or what,
i just don dare to walk in to th elove for now,
i don know,
is she the girl??
i don know,
i don know when i start to have the feeling,
but i only know that i and her is close,
i really don know,
haix like i say be for love,
always kill people,
is killing me now,
omg,
just hope that some day it will have a ans,
out,
but for now i will not say who or where she from,
just see how,
but i think we are friends ba,
just see how,
i don think i got anythings to say now,
haix bb ba

2009-08-13T19:55:00.001+08:00

hey all yups time to post liao,
hahah,
my PM end liao,
but last few things to do,
yup,
but the event is done,
was done in greenview secondary,
doing for the student council,
yup,
that is some photo,
that we talk yups,
haha,
yups,
did not go sch today,
eh every things when will today,
haha,
gtg liao bb...

2009-08-12T19:43:00.002+08:00

hey people sry that i so long nvr post liao,
yup i'm busy with my PM work,
that why i no time to post.sorry....
yup my PM work will be done soon in about 24H time,
is my pm work liao,
me and the team of 5 will,
busy liao,
haix...
hahah or our hard work and money,
hope ot will give us a good mark,
yup,
so how have you been??
hahahssss,
lo,
yup sat going out again liao,
going out to eat but don know where los,
hahah yups,
eh gtg liao,
doing some more things,
yup take care!!!!!!

2009-08-07T00:04:00.002+08:00

hey all time to post liao sry i now than i blog,
i oso cant slp lor don know why,
this 2 days i cant slp,
if not is i cant slp well,
haix,
don know leh,
and why this 2 days there is so many stead break up,
ok la maybe not many but what i know is 2 liao,
just hope that they can get back together,
thinks just hope that they will get back again,
maybe the other wan,
i cant say anything,
but really hope that they will get back,
the same old words that i have to boths of my friends,
*if you take up this love you must know how to put down,
if things don get right u should forget it,
and get it over.
rmb that what i say,
but for my other friends i really hope that you will get back to him,
i know this is the 2nd time but u see,
if you likes him alot don give him up,
but end of the day must know which road that you wan to walk,
my friend,
tc

2009-08-06T00:17:00.001+08:00

people i think you all have slp liao,
haix i just cant slp don know why leh,
sainxxx...than i nth better to do,
than this come into my mind,
why do gd things end so fast??
or why to time go so fast end when you are with your lover??
asking myself why do it end?
what isit trying to tell us or show us??
dots,
people say that time end so fast is becz when we having the joy with our lover,
till we forget our time that why it end so fast.
than got other group of people thinks that time end so fast is bad,
why they thinks that they going to die soon,
you see what im trying to say here is that in life thinks always happen,
and it takes time to get it back or in other words,
to be yourself again....
things to happen,
is up to you how you going to take it,
or how you going to face it,
in life you will lost but you,
will get up,
that where you know,
"hey this is where i fall, i must not fall again becs of this"
i know by saying all this is rong yi,
but do it is very hard to do it,
must try,no harm for trying...
i don know why i'm saying all this,
yet i still can't slp omg,
some more i need to wake up at 7.30am later on los sain.......
nvm can de,
los,
later on got EP again haix nvm will do it de,
haha fri meeting up with bro and gan for lunch after sch,
than going to CSP camp,
hahas ok that fri shoould be a good day for me......
ok i think im going off now,
must slp really must slp liao.now is 12.15am,
can't slp oso must slp,
hahsahhas,
bb all nites sweet dream,
*don't enjoy dream till you too happy till you rolled down your nice and warm bed...
hahahas

2009-08-05T20:45:00.002+08:00

hey people it's time for me to post liao,
eh where should i start,
don know today when i wake up,
i feel something is bad happend,
don know is like a feel los,
haa,
than the same things that i do today went to sch,
than have em yup,
than got the couse,
ya i don think i wan to post liao got nth to say liao
bb tc nites

2009-08-04T11:33:00.005+08:00

lo very sain.....xP,
now in class having Electrical Principles,
is maths omg i hate maths to the max,
than nth to do thats y i doing blog-ing,
than some photo that my friends take
i don think i wan to post liao if not later she scold me liao,
haix gtg bb tc...have a great day....enjoy your day.....los...=D

Me & Thiaga=D

It's me=)

2009-08-03T20:52:00.002+08:00

hey people posting time again,
eh for today nth much to post,
sme things lo,
wake up @10pm than do every things that i need to,
went sch,
than,
fuck up,
no pe again,
this have been 4 weeks liao,
than no pe the teacher nvr say,
than we got 3h break la,
sain,
cs the next class start at 2pm only lo,
haix,
yup druning the break,
i take a video,
but i don think i should post is XXX of people but with every things on,
yup,
haha
gtg
nth to say liao tc
bb

2009-08-03T00:56:00.003+08:00

hey people time to read my blog,
cs i posting liao,
haha los,
today my sis told me this
kor,
you know hor,
more and more people fall sick lor,
than hor,
my friends are geting sick,
most of them like having H1N1 like that lor,
than she say this:
"H1N1 can you just go away from us hao ma,
wth why you wan to make friends with us ar,you don belong here,
u belong to other place but not here,we don wan to be friends with you get out the hell of here"
los i'm thinking where the hell she get all this words from,
haix ya kids is kids,
nvm lets don talk about it,
but be for that,
to my friends, bro, and gan,
if you are sick pls get well soon,
hope to see you all back again,get well alright take care..
ok lets talk about today which is 2 Aug,cs now over 12pm liao,
yup nth much happend.when out to eat dinner today than come home and online do some
work than ya la nth much today,
ohh ya today which is 3 Aug
is a big day of someone,
is her Bday,
i don't think i should msg her now ba,
cs tmr she still got sch
so should i or should not??
nvm ba msg her tmr,
happy birthday,
i know we long time ago break liao,
but i still rmb your Bday,
HAPPY 14th SWEET BIRTHDAY!!
may your wish come true,
oh ya there is some photo i wan to post up is me and friends,
take wan last monday in EP class
yup got nth to say liao bb tc all,

2009-07-31T21:54:00.008+08:00

hey all time to post,
yup i have been busy this few days,
doing some sch work,
lots of things,
need to do some EP work,
cs i nvr do what the teacher say in class was playing,
useing com,
so now i bring my book home,
and do some self study,
maybe some of you thinks,
"eh jeremy will study wan huh"
yup i telling you now i will is see i wan or not,
haha,
cs,
last half year i did not do very well,
only get 2 for my GPA,
but if i wan go poly,
I need 3.8 GPA lo,
so i need to study,
i don wan to study another 2 year in ITE,
if i can go Poly why not,
but however if i can't go poly,
i will need to study in ITE,
i'm not saying studying in ite is bad,
i just wan to study as hight that i can,
i don wan to upsad the people around me,
i have upsad them in the past year,
but not anymore,
yup that my aim i don know i can get it or not,
but i will try,
if i fall i will get up and try.

yup lets talk about love again today,
my friend don put the feeling in yourself,
it will be very hurting,
yes i know that,
u see if you don put it down,
it will forever in your heart,
if in your heart all the long,
you can't move on,
like you told me befor,
must put it down and move on,
maybe in your heart you will think that,
"tell-ing people that put-ing it down will hlelp",
i know by say-ing this to other people is very easy,
but in yourself you can't do it,
cs is very hard,
i know that, i have try that feeling, i know,
my friend,
i know u love him,
what to do,
he have find himself the girl that he likes,
if you see him happy you will feel the same right??
maybe to some people they don feel that way,
but you are right??
but what to do,
like i say it befor,
"if you take up the love, end of the day if things don't work out you still must put it down"
rmb i say that,
i oso did say that love is a killer rmb,
i don't know if you read my last post,
so my friend don't be silly,
by waiting for him,
i know you will get upsad when i say this to u right now,
cs tmr is your life time big day every year,
if you are really upsad now,
i tell you wan way that girls always like to do,
by crying it out,
it will feel better,
i don't know its work or not cs i nvr try befor,
but others girl did that for what i know it helps,
so pls do so,
if you scare that your father or mother knows that you are crying,
try to find thing to do to keep your mind off this things,
but however,
in the end is still up to you,
in your heart you still must get him off in you,
if not you really can't move on my friend,
alright,
to the rest of my blogger friends who read my blog,
i must tell u all this i can't in other words i will not tell the name,
cs i say that i will not say out so if so happen you ask me,
i will say I DON'T KNOW,DON'T ASK ME THANKS.
thats what i'm going to say alright,
that all i wan to post take care all,
i will post tmr alright,
nites to all...

My friend i will not say out your name don't worry,
you can trust me as befor,
take care my friend,
do read it and rmb it,
take out the knife away from your heart,
so your heart and remove the hole in your heart,
and you can have the same heart once again,
that you can move on,
and don't rmb the person who stab the knife,
into your heart anymore,
is pointless,it just make you feel more hurt,
last words take care...

Pain Pain =C

2009-07-30T19:17:00.002+08:00

is so pain omg,
haix i have been 3 days liao lo,
went to see doc last nite,
than no MC sad,
nvm lets don talk about it lo,
i trust i will get back to myself again,
i know that people will always fall down,
but they knows how to get up,
so do i,
i will will will get my on my own,
hahass,
lets talk about today sch,
eh start sch at 1pm today,
than i get out of my house @12.56pm los right,
haha,yup i was late when i reach class,
teacher nvr scold me i was like oh ok,
cs most of the time she will scold when people is late for her class,
i was ok something not right,
but in the end nth happen,
haha,
i was like ok that was my luck haha,
los,
than went for 30 min break,
went to cafe 2 to eat,
guess what i was with my 3 other friend,
2 of my friend dare my other friend kai yi to ask a girl hp number,
than he go take i was ok than the girl trun and look at us,
we was like omg wth,
than we take our bag and walk away la,
than when he come back join us,
we ask him what you say to her,
why she trun and look at us,
he say that he told the girl that one of us wan her number,
we was like wth is you are the wan who wan the number la, than say us,
wth,
but in the end he told the girl truth that is he is the wan who wan the number,
so he still get the number lo,
yup than went back to class,
do some work than go back home at about 6pm like that,
ahah,
i don know what to post liao,

haha,
lovelovelove,
when can it come??

2009-07-25T19:01:00.000+08:00

hey all time time to post liao,
sain today wake up @ 11am lo,
wake up by my mum to go help her get things,
oh ya sry elaine reply your msg only today but you send the msg on 23:14pm,
so sry,
hope you are alright now,get back to me if there is anything,
than about 3pm went to meet my sis they all,
wanted to watch movie but end up nvr,
than they say maybe tonite just hope so,
lo i don wan to go home so early lo,
at home nth to do sain,
eh one thing who ever write on my cbox the name "---" can you tell me the name,
if you don wish to say is ok,
haix
lovelovelove,
love is a killer lo,
hope that he and she can be back together again,
lo,
what should i say now leh,
there is alto of things to do for me now,
sain,
too many work,
oh ya,
tmr i cant post cs im working @ 5pm,
need to reach office by 5pm,
got show set up,
at the same place as last week,
los,
i don thing i wan to post liao,
cs i don thing got anymore things for me to say liao,
bb take care all,

My friend how are you feeling now??
better now??
Did both of you talk about it??
How is things now??
Text me alright..
Take care my friend.

Hope thngs will be alright

2009-07-24T20:03:00.002+08:00

hey all time too post liao,
yup,
why do things end so fast??
as in good things,
is hard to walk in love,
somethings don come in the way you wan to be,
eg.like love,
sometime he/she say that is the A who is @ fault,
than A don wan to say sry to B,
than what happen next,
B will say that A @ fault,
than both of them thinks that they are not at fault,
wth love always like this,
you must know in love there is 4 but there is more,
things you must really know befor you walk in to in:
1.Is he/she the wan for you
2.Is this the truth love or just a feeling
3.You must trust him/her till that point that you can the top secret that you have in yourself
4.whatever things happen,you must not keep in yourself tell your stead about it,if not things will happen and there is a hold that make by yourself.
in fact there is more than 4 things about love,
is how you see it,
we all must know one things always don come in the way we wan to be don know why,
sometimes i oso have this happen to me so LOVE this words is a KILLER,
TO: HER
i just hope that you and him can get back together again, things can be work out if you both sit down and talk, i believe both of you still got feeling for each other, don lied that both of you don have feeling,
feeling i do believe it will not go off just 1 min maybe im wrong but still can talk and see how,
so really hope that things will work out for both of you all,
but however if things don work out only can forget it that will make you feel batter,
i know what is the feeling but,
you must know,
in the 1st place you take up this love between both of you all,
you must oso know to put down, if not,
that show that you are not up to love yet,
i went all this befor i do know feeling, but what to do,
TO:HIM
if so happen you do read my blog hope you don miss unstand(i spell wrong)
yes i do love her, but that was b4,
now she only my friend,
hope that you don miss unstand

what ever it is don put that in yourself my friend,
you can text me,
what had happen you can't do or change anymore,
only thing like i say is to talk to him,
if you really sad,
maybe you are right,
by crying can help
take care my friend

2009-07-22T22:09:00.002+08:00

hey all,
time to post,
2 day not in a very good mood,
don know why,
hais,
what sholud i do tmr, very sain,
tmr start school at 1pm,
hais,
i don think i wan to post anymore for now psps sry,
bb tc nites,

don know why,
whywhywhy

2009-07-21T12:05:00.002+08:00

hey all,
yup now posting,
sain now in class have EP,
supper sian,
lo,
eh what to post,
oh ya 2nite meeting up my 2 mei and ah ben to eat dinner lo,
but i don know where,
i will meet them late cs i end sch late today lo sain,
sry meis and ben psps,
than now what should i say,
lets talk about my self them,
the last post i say that im not in the mood right,
cs,
i was thinking of somethings that i have put down but i don know why i think again,
ya that y,
sain and thanks ern mei,
thanks for the msg,
im alright..
i know for my self over is over liao,
yup
gtg bb tc

2009-07-20T19:51:00.000+08:00

hey there,
eh don know what to say leh,
nth much the same thing lo,
went to sch till 5pm than go home liao,
ya lo,
don know leh,
my mood don feel good,
yet i don know why leh,
i have try to ask myself but i can't ans lo,
just don feel good,
sry people if i reply your msg in the cold way im really sorry,
what to do now,
haix,
there is some things in me lo,
haix nvm shall not say here,
is over liao i shall not go thing about it,
or talk about it,
past is the past,
over is over liao,
haix don kno what to say liao,
gtg bb tc

2009-07-19T20:46:00.000+08:00

hey all im back to post liao,
Ya just Come back from work @ RCCC,
i Start work at sat, they drive me to office @ 4.30 am,
must reach there at 5am lo,
wait for every one than load up and went to R.C.C.C to setup,
set till about 5pm like that lo,
went to tamp to meet my mum cs is her BIG DAY,
than went home 1st to get a slp,
cs need to work again as stand by at R.C.C.C at 5am,
same thing they drive me there,
show end about 3pm,
take down every thing about 5pm,
went to ofdfice to unload thean unpack till 7.30pm,
take a cab home,
sain very sain,
tmr got sch again liao,
wth got SW some more(sw is what we call as pe)
eh i don think i got things to blog liao,
bb tc,

good that every things is alright,
good to see the smile the joy,
hope that they will last,
tc my friend,
anything you still can text me anytime...

2009-07-17T22:21:00.000+08:00

hey now 10.12pm
i think this maybe going to be my last post for this week,
cs,
later im working got show set-up,
they will come and pick me up @5am at my house here, thanks,
than go down to the office,
lo,
dont know what time will the set-up end,
eh sry bro and mei
can't meet you guys this week,
im working again,
psps,
haix
sain i can't slp now,
i don't know why,
i'm thinking of her liao,
my heart wans to msg as a friend,
but,
i just can't do it,
not say i can't,
is i don know what to say,
is hard,
if i ask her what she doing,
she will tell me nth,
than is like,
after that what should i say,
haix yo,
i don know leh,
i have put her down,
y im thinking of her,
lo,
jeremy u cant think of her when u are doing show,
k,
haix,
i think i should be slping now,
can't slp oso must slp.
if not later on cant to the set-up,
bb all tc,

I Just Don't Feel Right Now,
Is Like Worry,
But Don't Know Worry About What,
But Hope Is Alright.

2009-07-16T22:15:00.000+08:00

hey all,
sry so long nvr post liao,
every things for me now has just come to the end,
i have put it down,
it have been hard for me,
but,
i have too,
she belong to him,
she is happy with him,
yup,
cant be with her,
but we are still friend,
haha,
yup,
lots of work to do,
got sch work,
outside shows,
setup in the nite,
haha,
but anyway i still enjoy what im doing,
by doing outside job or sch work,
it keep me to something than i will not very board,
than i will not anyhow think things lo,
yup,
what shall i say now leh,
lets talk about to day in sch,
start sch at 1pm,
that oso do nth in class,
talk and talk with my friends,
than use laotop lo,
play game, msn and go online take test,
haha lo,
than went home at about 6pm,
ya that all about it,
than tmr maybe going fishing with my friend,
ya,
see how lo,
oh ya 4 the next few days i maybe will not post ya,
cs sat im working,
got show setup at 3pm till don know what time,
ya,
mum sry i cant spent your Bday with you this year,
anyway happy early Bday!!!
yup i think i shall say till now,
gtg bb tc..

By Leting Go It Helps,
When A See B Happy,
A Will Feel The Same Happy,
When B Feeling Sad,
I Believe A Will Feel The Same Too,
So Now What I'm Saying Is A Will Give You,
The Blessing & Wishing,
A Will Be Your Friend,
That Is Sure About It.

2009-07-12T00:41:00.002+08:00

hey all,
sry for the last 2 days i nvr post,
i was @ Ritz-cariton haveing show with ETG,
was seting up on thursday nite 9pm is the call time at the office,
than load up,
went to the ritz cariton to set up,
set up till 5.3o am which is on friday morning,
than rest,
about 6.3oam we start our work again,
7am was the show start till 5.30 pm,
so we take down at about 6pm,
till 8pm,
when back office to unpack than went to eat which was about,
9pm to 10pm liao,
yup that was my job....
next week got job again but is a sat nite set to sun nite...
than today(11 july satday)
wake up at about 12noon.
like that,
than went out with my family,
after that went to meet my gan and bros,
went to MB, there,
to eat and see fireworks,
but end up nvr see fireworks,
whille we was walking to mrt,
it started to rain,
so we waite for the rain to stop,
than went to take bus 518,
went to under mei blk to eat dinner and talk talk lo,
im thinking of her,
but..
haix lets don talk about it....
i just miss her,
yet i nvr msg her,
waah sian now in my mind just two things,
how and what to do...
i shall not post anything liao.

I NEED IT,
I CAN'T LET IT GO,
BUT,
HOW AND WHAT TO DO,
THERE ARE MANY THINGS,
JUST CAN'T LET IT GO,
IF REALLY NEED,
JUST HAVE TOO,
A SEE B SMILEING,
B WILL SMILE TOO,
JUST HAVE TOO STAND ON THE SAME SPOT

2009-07-08T23:16:00.001+08:00

When

I Realise

It Have

Been Too Late,

Have Hurt

Broken Her Heart

2009-07-08T20:42:00.001+08:00

hey all,
that things have come to a time for me,
im not angry or fuck up anymore,
cs,
what im feeling now is that,
im just upsad,
im thinking of her,
yes i know in my past post i say somethings that hurt her,
im sry to you *****,
i know i should be trusting you,
im sry,
cs i know somethings,
that make me feel fuck up the fews day,
now i hope that we still can talk like last time,
pls hao ma,
haix up to you,
as long as you are happy,
than i will be happy,
take care...

2009-07-08T15:28:00.003+08:00

lo,
i not sure leh,
what to do,
i not sure leh
some say yes same say no,
wtf,
isit mind? or not mind??
is very hard la,
just don know lo,
is just very fuck up la,
what to do this is life,
if i take up i must put down,

2009-07-08T14:38:00.001+08:00

hey all,
now in sch in T04-03
supper bored,
sain,
i don know
leh last nit things happen lo
than,
haix ya don know what to say leh,
cs,
hiax ya,
don wan to say,
what to do now,
now going off leh,
take care

2009-07-07T21:32:00.002+08:00

i don know which wan is the truth,
i trust you,
but,
after i tell you that what he write on fb,
the next hour,
i went in than,
he Del me liao,
i don know la,
if this is not the truth,
than i got nth to say and will not say anymore thing,
what if is the truth,
i really hope that you could tell me,
like i tell u b4,
as long as i see you happy i will be happy too...
but now,
i just upsad really sad....

Why is this happend,
Why...
I wanto know the Truth

2009-07-07T15:25:00.000+08:00

hey,
IM REALLY SRY.....4GIVE ME HAO MA.....
i know saying that is hurting you...
srysry,
i know by say that,
myabe it cant help it,
sry!!!!
don ignore me hao ma,
pls....
i trust you,
really.
i nvr lie to you,
Believe me for once hao ma PLS......

2009-07-07T09:49:00.000+08:00

hey,
waah don sian,
head very fucking pain,
last nite went out and drink with bro,
under his blk,
than morning don feel wakeing up,
than i check my hp,
saw her msg,
than reply her,
than wake up le,
ya,
went out of the house at about 7.35am like that,
took mrt lo,
haahha,
sain than late for sch,
the fucking DM saw me without my landyat he was like fucking soclding me early the morning,
fuck sia,
sian now in cafe one,
nth tto do,
yup i don think that i got anythink to say liao,
going off from here liao,
yup..bb..

Yes now I know The Truth,
Let Me Tell You,
I Will Stay On The Same Spot,
And,
Wait For You,
When You Are Ready,
Than Will Talk About it,
Loves You

2009-07-06T18:39:00.002+08:00

hey,
just come home not long from sch,
don know today in sch i don have the mood to do thinks,
somethings keep fly acorss my mind, it just like there is a lot of car on the road,
driveing across at,
last few days thinks for me is okok,
only today noon time befor i go sch,
i know somethinkgs than it make my mood very fuck up...
sry to use this woard....
maybe u are asking what happend,
sry, i don which to say out here,
and oso not time to say out,
and oso i don know how to say it out,
is very hard for me now to say out,
but if i don,
thinks will get bad and bad,
just not sure lo,
some say that just don care,
some say that must say out,
than i myself says that if i say i will maybe lose a friend,
if don say it oso don help anythink but willget bad and bad,
so what to do,
i really feel very fuck up,
i think if time can go back, i hope that i don know anythink la,
but what to do it have happen nth can be change,
like what people says,
what is done is done,
don run away face it,
and think of ways to slove it,
is hard to do it,
but what to do....
there is no can help me solve it,
only myself,
people only can tell me what to do,
but end of the day,
is till up to me...
haix, today is not a really good day,
up till now im it till up in my mind...
don know what to say anymore...

Im Still Standing On the Spot,
For Now I Don Think Im moveing on,
I Feel No Point,
I Think For Now,
Time MayBe Can Help Me Solve....

2009-07-06T11:46:00.000+08:00

hey all,
waahhh sain lo,
today got sch,
sch just start only lo,
sain,
than only start at 2pm,
about 8.30am,
there is like more than 3 miss call, and one msg,
f lo,i wan to slp oso can not, but if is her msg that not the same liao,
bo bain she is the girl i like, sry ar the rest of you ahah...
last nite b4 i slp i talk to bro,
he have tell the girl his feeling liao,
than now wait for her reply lo,
than after that im thinking how about me..
im not sure should i say or not,
cs i just know her not long not even 4 weeks lo,
if i say it now,
maybe she will not msg or something lo,
maybe to her is just friend, friends only??
i don know, but i can say that,
i like her lo,
i just don know how to tell her now,
lo,
omg la why am i so scare here and there ar??
like what other people say,
if like a girl, must go for it ma,
don wait or let her wait,
if not she will be taken by other guys that likes her,
haix,
ya i know that,
i think is just time lo,
im just not sure about her,
but what i know i willl tell her one of the day,
just don know when,
and, (i will say to her this oso,
if you don wan to reply me is ok, is up to you,
hope to wish to see you happy can liao....)
ya im stoping here now,

Yes I Must Find One Day,
And Is Up To You,
But,
I Wan To See You Happy Can Liao

2009-07-05T14:30:00.000+08:00

hey..
im so f up with my blog skin again,
just change a new wan again lo...
hiax,
today will be at home till about 4 puls wait till my mum is done with the housework,
than online on msn,
just not long talk to her,
ya but,
not so long lo,
he need to go liao,
but nvm,
i don know leh,
now got things to think about,
i, really not sure lo,
cs it just started not long ago lo,
if im ok with it,
but the other side ok with it ma,
i think now i should stay as what i am now,
this should be better ba..
sing off from here now,
tonite than post again,
btw tell u all the blog time is not the right time:)

Yes is her,
i don think is now,
now is just time.

2009-07-05T08:40:00.000+08:00

hey,
all today is not a really go day,
1st half of the day is okok,
than nth much to do,
keep thinking of it lo,
than i wan to slp but can slp,
too many call,
as in they keep call and call,
till i cant slp,
i only come back home at 7.30am today,
ya i know i say in my last post, say that i come home at 12 plus,
after i come home at 12 plus i went out again,
to drink with my other bros, lo..
ya...
than the next half of the day is not a really a good day lo,
s i get my close meimei in alot of fuck up things that make her get scolded by her,
close friend,
haix what kind of kor im la,
haix,
let don talk about it le,
past is the past liao.
i think i should be singing off here liao,

Yes I Like You,
Just You,
Hope That You Will Know,
But,
Now Is Just Time..

2009-07-05T01:30:00.000+08:00

hey i just reach home not long,
wahh i reach home at about 12.37am la,
but nvm this is not my 1st time so lat home,
anyway lets talk about today,
ya went to a number of place,
go here and there lo.
than wanted to watch movie but all full house lo.
1st went to PS the GV there but all the movie time is we cant watch wan,
than went to vivo there, than got the movie that we wan to watch, so me and bro wait lo,
than reach our turn liao they tell us the movie that we wan to watch is full house, i was like wtf la,
than nvm went to eat, talk alots of things, lo, ben get shoot by alot of us,hahha ben anyway sry la,psps ar....
than went walk walk at vivo bro wan to buy bag, end up nvr buy,
than take mrt to city hall,
went to see NDP fireworks than sit there talk till late,
but i keep thinking of things, thinking of HER, haix don talk about it,
sry.....
today i have a very gd day with my gan and bros...
i shall not say anymore...
wan to go out should or not??
don know anyway bb...

Yes Is Her,
Should Be Her,
But Now Is Just Time,
More Time For Her..
Im Not Sure,
Haix Will See How Lo.

2009-07-04T11:30:00.000+08:00

hey,
lets see what to post now,
eh i oso don know what to say now leh, but nvm
ya later on will be going out with my bros and gan to
vivo to watch Darg Me To Hell..
haha i know is a very old show but nvm,
pei than watch, anyway i myself oso wan to watch lo..
but i meeting up with bro and my place than go tm to buy his stead,
Bday things, ask me go with him..
later on meeting the rest at 1pm,
so don be late....
i nthink i going to sing out from here now, tonite than will post again...

I Think She Is The Wan..
But..
Now Is Not The Right Time..
Will See How Lo..

2009-07-03T22:09:00.000+08:00

wahhh hey all...
it have been very long time that i nvr post liao
just change my blogskin, dont know what happend to my old wan..
but nvm,
ya past 3 days im in sch from 8.30am to 5pm for PLC couse,
than like do nth like that, i in class do nth wan de lo,
than useing my own laptop to play game and online lo.
than i just know one girl,
ya than we start to chat lo,
i shall not say this much.. only some people know can liao,
no need so many people to know,
if not people will say some things that i don like,
haha, sain lor now nth to do,
nvm tmr going out with brothers and my gan lol..
should me going movie at Vivio(i think i spell wrong)
ya, i think i will sing off from here than take care,

should or should not??
is she the wan?
isit right or left??

2009-05-23T21:24:00.000+08:00

sry all so long nvr post liao...(IF there is people read)
haix it have been about 1 year le ba for nvr update my blog..
sry...
ya this one year it have change alot,
as in it change in school,life and work..
i lost a number of thing and win some things.
and i dont wish to say,
that is past liao..
eh i dont know what to write leh..
haix i dont think im write-ing now liao..
now not in a gd mood..
ya take care...

2008-09-22T18:02:00.000+08:00

hey i very long nvr blog le..
i think i have lots of things to update..
eh lets talk about this few weeks,
i alright nth much happen,
some time is just my heart pain...
haix..
don know how to say it..
exam is in 6 more day,
and 4 more days to my last day of school,
i 'm not going to miss the school not at all...
but,
i'm only going to miss her badly la.
hiax..
this coming friday is a day that i will nvr 4get...
haix..
only some people knows about it,
should i ask her one more time??
or i should not..
haix i really don know you know,
what should i do??
really don know.....
haix...
just wan to try and ask her the last tim,
but she will be haveing her one paper of EOY la...
haix
don know...
i love you,
nvr change

2008-08-23T20:00:00.000+08:00

Is time to blog le..
yups,
nth much happen to me today,
and it oso not so good day for me la,
haix,
went to school today,
go 4 cca things lor,
i don't know why,
today things don't get well la,
she was crying today in the CR,
that point of time i'm really worry about her,
so i try to talk to her and ask her what happen,
but,
she did not tell me,
than,
ask her don't to thing too much,
what ever happen that is alreally the past,
past things we must not thing about it,
than eric and xy,
haixz,
they fight**
again la,
i was really mad at xy today,
till that i run after her,
when reach outside of the school,
than got this one guy,
stop his car,
and start to scold me,
and say that i hit xy,
and say that he want to repot to the school,
and called the police la,
haix,
don't know la,
just hope that nth will happen,
haha,lets talk about other thing,
let drop this things,
hmmm..
how i wish i could get back to her as in,
more than a friends,
i really likes her alots,
i don't want to lose her,
hope that,things will change,
I LOVE YOU GIRL!!
really,hope that you get the words that i want to tell you,
girl i'm talking about you,
hiax don't know will it happend or not,
haixs,
hope so ba,

2008-08-21T18:58:00.000+08:00

hey people,
eh...i don't know how to start leh..
eh..ok la let say the same old thing..
rmb i say i at my last post..
that i wanted to talk to her but i did not,
today i did talk to her but not much,
is about my cca thing and just say bb when
i'm going off,
i feel that just now,
i'm beening cold to her la,
haix..
what should i do..
hey xin yi,
i will wait for her,
is like ekcp wait for you,
u know what,
i have try to for get her but,
i can't she is always in my mind,
i know i got you guys that care about me,
but,
you guys don't have the same feeling as her...
u know what i'm talking about..
i don't know if she read my blog...
i only can say what ever things i want to tell her here...
i can't talk to her face to face,
i can't even write letter to her,
i don't think she will reaply la...
haix,
girl i really want you back,
i don't want to miss you anymore,
last time i have alreally miss it,
and i know i have hurt you bad-ly,
forgive me can??
i really can't forget you...
i have try but..
its just can't get it out of my mind,
i really have alots of things i want to tell you,
really, i don't want to lose you..
haix just hope that she got read,
no matter what i will try my best to tag every day,
i want to let her know all my words in my heart...

2008-08-20T19:43:00.000+08:00

hey,
now jsut don have the mood to write anything..
today really a bad day for me..
haix..
there is 2 things that happen to me,
how do i say it leh..
my prelim is over le,
but i just not happy with what i get...
i did not pass my maths, CL..
now only pass EL and CPA only la..
don't know how to take me Ns..
hiax..
i hate it man..
i just don't like it la..
wth la..
i really miss her bad-ly..
i can't 4 get la..
today in school i see her,
i like,
want to talk to her but i don't know what to talk about la..
haix..
than just now,
on msn,
i wanted to ask her if she eat le ma,
but,
i did not ask la..
haix
i don't know what happen to me la,
fuck la.
that nite my friends call,
he is looking for people to chat,
he is very up sad,
he and his stead break up,
coz of a miss com..
they are something like me,
they break & patch 2 time,
than now break again..
haix,
he still likes her alot,
he did tell that girl that he wanted to patch,
but, the girl nvr say anything,
she jsut say that she don't know,
u know what,
why do girls like to say i don't know,
i really don't know,
haix...
sry bro lik ei say i don't know how to help you,
only thing i can do is that i will try to talk to mary..
coz i myself can't save my ownself,
i don't know how to save you..
sry bro...psps..
i'm same as you,
i want to get her heart back,
but is very hard,
i don know she likes me or not,
is up to her,
but what i can say is the i still love you..]
bro hope that you and her can patch back..

2008-08-19T21:36:00.000+08:00

hey..
Prelim is over le..
haix tmr geting back the score,
omg me sure not going to make it,
2 more week to Ns haix..
after that...
will not come back to greenview le..
haix ya..
don't kno why..
now i don't feel like going out of greenview..
there are alots,
of past things happen in greenview,
i don't think i can't for get it..
haix..
there is oso somethings that i can't give up on...
but...
i must leant to for get it lor..
yup..
just scare la..
tmr is really a bad day for me..
but i know ..
i will not make it for maths..
haix..
mathsmaths..
omg la..
than science...i'm scare too!!!
omg..
better do something about it man..
ahhahha...
haix..
there is too many things that had happen la..
i'm i the wan or what..
what i only know how to say,
but there is not acting out??
when can i end..
i'm really sick about this le..
haix..
jeremy jeremy can u just wake up now!!!
don't think of her la...
she will not be yours,
haix..
really just fuck up..
sometime i don't know how to face her..
see her...
sometime i feel happy,
sometime..
just sad haix..
i really don't know..
maybe this thing will change....
don't know..
this week is oso not a gd week..
is not a gd start....
really i s not a gd start...
nth to say le..
tc all..
best wish for whatever you do..
gd luck for all your exam..

2008-08-18T19:29:00.000+08:00

hey people..
yups..2 more paper to go...
haix..2day maths paper...
i don't think i can pass la..
just don have the mood to do...
somethings just came into my mind..
i don know how to face it..
haix..don know la..
just very suck up..
2 more week of study...
and that it i can say bb to gvss le..
like i say during the last post..
i don know i is miss the school, teachers or someone right??
now i know le..
i don't miss the school or the teachers as much as,
i miss her...yes..
is her..
i have think of it last night..
haix..
i don think she will cahnge..
as in her mind..
i cant do or change anything ma..
haix..
this wan no one can help me la....
she got her own loves wans..
haix..i really miss the past time man,
too bad time can't move back..
if can...
i would like to go back..
haix..
jeremy don't daydream la..
now is not day time..
now 7.39pm now is raining..
and she is out..to work..
don't know by the time she end work,
will the rain stop...
just need to pray..
to ask 4 the rain to stop..
don't know how she go home..
i want to bring a umbrella for her..
but..
i don't think she likes it la..
haix..
wait and see how..
haix..nth to say le...
hope i will get well soon ba...
haha...

2008-08-16T21:40:00.000+08:00

Yes, the time i waiting for is all most here..
Er..nth much la....i got sick and tired about the exam la..
my exam is going to end le...
haix...don know la...
my life in greenview secondary is going to end soon..
about 4 more weeks??
i feel some things...
i will miss greenview as in...
in this four years....i have really meet alots of people there..
i think i will kind of miss them....
i keeping asking myself...is i miss the school. teachers, or someone...
i can't ans..don't know why..
haix...
this few weeks is really very suck for me la....
things don't get well...haix..
i'm really tired about that,
he is right...
i must really go think about it myself...
is i'm the 1 who is in wrong...
haix...
i know i'm a person that likes face alots...
i really need to do something about it man..
for her...
is time to give up..
i must not lie to myself anymore, move on...
haix...
like i say i don want to act anymore le..
is time to end...
really is time to end
haix...

2008-08-11T20:56:00.000+08:00

heys..people..
Omg tmr my exam le..
hiaxz...don konw why....
i just feel that in my heart there is something missing lor..
i'm just scared i don know why..
haixz...
why do i have this feeling leh..
is gd or bad...i don know,
haiz ya....
just hope that nth will happend ba..
just hope so....
& i don know why it came back to me..
why that feeling came back..
i'm trying to for get...
really....
i don't wan to lie to myself...
i just wan to stop la...
that is not a love...la
haix
this is my time man..
time to stop and jump to the next road...
hope that there is a better road...
love...end man...
really just need to end...
" love can't you just walk away from me now"
haixz..
nth to say le...

2008-08-03T19:05:00.000+08:00

yo people hows your day today??
for me is 50-50 lor..
yup wake at at 9 plus..when i wake up..
i feel that i have missing something...
yet i don't know what am i miss..
haixz...
don't know leh..
today she did msg me...
really feel very happy la..
haha..wth..
don't know my heart now....feel very bad..and upsad..
don't know why..
haixz...myabe is i think too much le ba..
haha..
but sometime i just fell that i'm miss her..
yet i don't dare to tell that i likes her..
i'm just too scare too go into the love...
really..i don't know...myabe this is not a love??
haixz..
sometime i told myself that..
don't think too much lor..
now what i need to do is to think about my upcomeing exam....
yup...there is less than 20 days to my exam...OMG...
i don know i can pass ma...
yup...
i just hope that she can reply to my msg....
haha..maybe she busy ba...
ya..
i must not think too musch about it....
haha....

2008-08-03T13:53:00.000+08:00

Heys sry that for the past few weeks i nvr blog nth..

Haiz..last few week is not a good week..lots and lots things happen..
don know why..this word "love" always come...really don't know why..
coz..now i really know who she likes...haha..
what to do..like i say it to most of my friends,
i'm giveing up on her...no more man..
i just want to be her friend...as in close friends...
my bless to her..hope that she will stead with him soon....
my blessing to you,hope that u will get him soon...

haix...lots of thing for me to think and scare about...
don't know why...this few week i have the feeling back..
now also have, i all the way in my heart..la..
don't know why it came back...
maybe it will go off very soon ba..
at the same time..i'm just scare la..
i don't want to walk in to love for now..
i must not walk in to love now..
as in..
if i walk in to love now..
i wil hurt her..ya that why..

exam is comeing up..
i did not study much la...OMG...
haix..examexam...i hate that la..
ya i know no ones like exam...
only people who likes to study likes exam la..
haha...wth am i talking...
ghaix...i just need to work hard..
ya..hope that you guys will study hard...
&&
i really hope that she will pass her test and exam...
haha...
yup i don't know what to say anymore...
take care...

2008-08-02T22:54:00.000+08:00

Heys sry that for the past few weeks i nvr blog nth..

Haiz..last few week is not a good week..lots and lots things happen..
don know why..this word "love" always come...really don't know why..
coz..
now i really know who she likes...haha..
what to do..
like i say it to most of my friends, i'm giveing up on her...
no more man..
i just want to be her friend...as in close friends...
my blessing to her..hope that she will stead with him soon....
hope that u will get him soon...

haix...lots of thing for me to think and scare about...
don't know why...this few week i have the feeling back..
now also have, i all the way in my heart..la..
don't know why it came back... maybe it will go off very soon ba..
at the same time..i'm just scare la..
i don't want to walk in to love for now..
i must not walk in to love now.. as in.. if i walk in to love now..
i wil hurt her..ya that why..

exam is comeing up.. i did not study much la...OMG...
haix..examexam...i hate that la.. ya i know no ones like exam...
only people who likes to study likes exam la..
haha...
wth am i talking...
haix...i just need to work hard..
ya..
hope that you guys will study hard...
&& i really hope that she will pass her test and exam...
haha...
yup i don't know what to say anymore...
take care...

2008-07-06T11:29:00.000+08:00

hey people...
lor..very long nvr say anything le..
sry...
erm let see what to write...
hmmm.....let me bring you back last thu....when to school
than after school i have a very bad fight with on of my best friends...
haiz...don know..that point go time i was very upsad...but nvm...after some time...my
mood came back again....coz i wentout with my ava member and teacher to t3...
lor...got our lunch there after went to eat ice-cream haha...dots....
we will haveing lots of fun...haha...yup that about it...
than fri..
went to school,.. the samething...
after school went to science lab....to do my science D&T work....and some work for sat fair..
lors...i re-do my car...but i still like the old car..
but nvm...lor..( i don know what am i talking)

2008-06-17T15:29:00.000+08:00

hi there,

don know why i cant sleep now...

now is areally 12.18am le...

i should me sleeping by now le, coz

i was in school from 8 plus to 5 pm today...

haix..

but how to sleep.....

somethings just pass by my brain....

that makes me cant sleep...

where ever i go,

i can see alots of lovers...

haix....

when i see them happy....

don know why...

haix,

but i know this will not happend to me....

so what i love her??

so what man....

she don get it that i love her.....

haix...

i only can think about it,

but i cant,

do or act anything....

i really cant forget her...

i miss her very badly....

i just wan to hold her again....

i don wan to lose her....

really!!!!

but...

now..

i don think she wll love me....

haix..

what can i do really.....

haix....

jeremy ong....

pls move on,

u know how to say people,

don know how to say yourself ar??

love is not just wan person but 2.....

just wan to let you know....

i love you *********

i know that i cant get you back...

don worry i wont say anymore things...

this will be my last post...

2008-06-07T11:58:00.000+08:00

haha..dots...

last night was my 16 birthday...hehehe...

was haveing bbq @brb....

haveing lots of fun out there...

fsmily and fun was there with and i really cant the time spent with tham sia...

u know...

i was been throw by packs of water la...

haix

but is ok..

coz i not the only wan...hehehe..

yup....

but later on in the night...

mood change,

i don wish to say what happend..

past is the past.....

**and oso if you read this don worry i don angry..

haha..

lor

maybe next year i will not have bbq...

maybe more...or something..

haha..

lor

very sain now...

donknow what to sia...

later still need to go school...

haha..

ok nth to say le...

need to go eat now..

going school soon...

take care all...

bb....

2008-06-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

haix..

lots of think had happend...

i don know how to start to say....

haix

don know....

every think is just a lie....

i don have stead all the long....

coz i cant put you down....

i just wan to hold your hand again....

i don wish to let it go..

i just scard that u will not let me hold...

i just scard that u are only my friend....

& oso scared you will not talk to me...

haix...

i just wan you....

sometime i think that this will not happend...

haix,

i try to do things to make myself happy,

but it still don work....

you know that few time you call me,

ask me to pei you,

coz u are scard to walk alone,

that point of time i was really happy...

that joy in me was great....

i really just wan u back if can...

i just love you....

i love you ********* ***

hope that you get it....

2008-05-27T20:54:00.000+08:00

hello people...

lor..

my birthday is comeing le..

haha..

dots...

don know leh...

just feeling very unhappy lor..

haix ya lovelove...

don kno wwhat to say it leh...

sain

how should i say it leh....

haix don know la.....

how cant i get it...

why...

must i really put down the past love...

is really very hard la....

i wanted to move on...haix

i oso not wan likes me as in love me as stead la....

haha....

i know fact is the fact,

when fact is there u cant do or change anything la....

what to do this is life...

in life, somethings u need to fight for it..

but somethings you cant fight for it,

cos there is "fact" there...

haix ,

what i know is that love can't be force..

love is not just one person...

what to do..

haha..

maybe is time to put her down.....

but i really just wan her back....

if can!!!!

2008-05-23T17:48:00.000+08:00

hahaha....hello

lor

nth better to do now lor..

haha..

sain....

eric they all is at my house now...

haha..

lor ....

hmmm....

today just take back my record book lor...

sian...

don know who to say leh.....

love???

can i talk about love???

lor...

i cant put somethings down ya now....

i don know leh...

i just wan to be with her when she need me....

haix

i don know...leh....

but somethings cant change...

fact is the fact la....

haix...don know leh...

i start to like this song again.....

swear again by westlife

haha don know la....

haha...

my birthday is comeing le...

soon.....

lor.....

sain....

i don know what to write le haha...

2008-05-22T08:32:00.000+08:00

haha..dots..

me now at the comp lad...

haveing class...

haha..

ya just finish my lad work...

now nth to to than tag lor...

hahaha..

don know nows a days....

like i very sain sain some time lor...

hais....

don know why leh.....

maybe coz of my MYE ba...

or maybe is about love lor....

haix....

like i allways can't get over and done with love lor...

so why is this happend to me leh???

haix...

the girl i like i know i can't be with her la...

but for other 1 i just wan to stay what we are now...

i don wan to be over...

i don wan to hurt you...

i really can't get over the past really...

i'm just sry....

hope that we will remain the same hao ma???

yup i got to go le....

need to go back to calss n0w......

take care all bb..smile....

dots......

ya one more think don see my blog time....

that is not the really timeing....

2008-05-21T17:53:00.000+08:00

heyhey..

haix....

don know why leh...

really don know....

only think i know is just a lie to you......

i'm just sry that i say that.....

i don know why i say that....

maybe coz i can't take the fact maybe???

but i think now is over le ba.....

haix.....

how to say it leh???

sometime u can't talk without love lor....

haix.....

i don know....

is love or friends...

haix...

i don dare to go staed now.....

i have not forget my past love.....

i really don wan to hurt you....

really...

the really think is...

love is not just one person....

haha..
yup school going to end le...

haha...

goodgood....

but hor i still need to go school leh sain lor.....

exam is coming up lor....

sain half la.....

haha..

ya very sain waiting for call.....

hope that i will get that call lor...

haha...

dotsdots......

scare that we are friends lor.......

haha...

ok than..

erm i think i got nth to say le....

haha....

take care....smile more...

best wish for what ever you do....

2008-05-19T14:19:00.000+08:00

hello me now nth to do lor...

sain...

don know nows adays alots of thing happend....

like now i helping on a 3 person love...

haix this will nvr end....

i don wish to say it out here....

coz i don think is the right place to say...

than later on the day....

i got a phone call from eric...

is really a bad news....

his grandmother just pass away today... i really got nth to say...

after he told me this...

haix....

why do this thing happend like that???

haix...

for me... oso got thing happend la... how to i say it out leh??

may be is just a lie to YOU!!! i don't know???

maybe i just cant take the fact....

but fact is the fact.... i really wan someone to talk to...

as in no other person just you.... hope you know i'm talking about you...

i don't know.... i just can't close my eyes on you....

love??

i just can't get other love.... for now?? maybe just only you...

i don know???

maybe ba... nth to say... coz this is the fact....

haha... tmr no school..

don know what i'm i going to do tmr...

nth on... no wan ask to go out..

& i oso don know who to ask out... haha..

nth to say le.. take care all the best for what ever you do....

2008-05-18T23:23:00.001+08:00

hello me now nth to do lor...
sain...
don know nows adays alots of thing happend....
like now i helping on a 3 person love...
haix this will nvr end....
i don wish to say it out here....
coz i don think is the right place to say...
than later on the day....
i got a phone call from eric...
is really a bad news....
his grandmother just pass away today... i really got nth to say...
after he told me this...
haix....
why do this thing happend like that???
haix...
for me... oso got thing happend la... how to i say it out leh??
may be is just a lie to YOU!!! i don't know???
maybe i just cant take the fact....
but fact is the fact.... i really wan someone to talk to...
as in no other person just you.... hope you know i'm talking about you...
i don't know.... i just can't close my eyes on you....
love??
i just can't get other love.... for now?? maybe just only you...
i don know???
maybe ba... nth to say... coz this is the fact....
haha... tmr no school..
don know what i'm i going to do tmr...
nth on... no wan ask to go out..
& i oso don know who to ask out... haha..
nth to say le.. take care all the best for what ever you do....

2008-05-18T11:05:00.000+08:00

hey people out there..
very long nvr post le..
haha..
MYE just end not long..
haix don know leh...
every thing is just a lie lor..
haix ya don know how to say..
what ever it is..
It is just lie that is only i can say lor..
haha..
dots..
nth to do now...
lets talk about love...
haix....
i don know leh..
is love or a crush???
i don know...
i only know that maybe i likes her..
maybe no..
haha..
she my stead??
haha..
dots...
if you knows what i'm saying lor..
haha..
yup got to go next time than post again haha..
take care all..
bb..
rmb must smile more....

2008-05-07T20:55:00.000+08:00

haix...don know leh...
i just over come somethings...
haix than now...
haix ya don know who to say it out leh..
as in i don wan to go into love at this time...
coz i don know is i really like or what..
ya...haix
sain lor...
i don know la...
haix..tmr is my last paper that i need to study le...
hahah..
lor what is love??
how do love come??
haix
i don know is it i really like her or what...
haha..
whatever it is i just don wan ask or do anything...
ya....that all..
i don wan to go in to love now...
maybe later on...
if not i think i will hurt her...
haix...
really love this word kills people. like me...
hahaha..
lor..
dots..
nth to say le take care...

2008-04-29T23:12:00.000+08:00

hey hi there..
haix i don know how to say my feeling out..
i really don unstand love...really..
haha..
maybe i just not really ba...
just upsad..
haha..
just need to give up..
giveing up is very hard..
i really love her but i just cant get her...
haha..
what to do..
i just have to give my bless that they will lsat long..
haha..
my blessing to you stephanie..

2008-04-09T11:27:00.000+08:00

hey..
i don know how to start...
haix
i don know how to say lor...
i just can't get over it....
yes i still like..
but the things is...
me and her is just only friends...
i thing we only can be friends..
haix she got her own life..
haix...
i really wan to get back to her...
haha..
but things don go the way i want it to be...
haix
that will not happend..
as in i and her will not be stead..
haix...
lovelovelove....
how to i overcome it??
i really don know...

2008-04-02T11:19:00.000+08:00

hey people...
lor..
today got event in school...
haix...
but is a good ending lor....
better than the last one...
just want to thank all my member...
as in the sec 2 member...
and my brothers ben and faez...
thank for the help...
u know i just don know i got a feeling in myself is not a normal,
feeling...
haix...
don know how tosay leh...
just got that feeling lor...
what to do...
i don know is i don dare to say, or
i just don know how to say...
haix....
lovelovelove..
dots...man..
why got people talk about love not at the right..
haix i can't say people..
i myself oso think of love at the wrong time too..
haix...
don know leh...
haix i just don dare to say it out,
asin what ever in my mind i don dare to say..
haix i really scare really very sacre....
T.T.....
haix....
how....

2008-03-30T08:52:00.000+08:00

hey people sry so long i nvr say anything..
haix i really don know what to say that why...
i don know did i tell you all that
she give me the ans le...
haix the ans she give me is no..
she likes other guy..
but i sitll don know why i can't 4get her..
i don know really..
Yes i still love her,
but,
she got her own life...
i really can't 4get it lor...
haix why love this word kill people leh...
why i get kill...
i just don un-stand...
u know what,
i don know why i like this song...
it just make me thing of the past,
haix just don know how to say,
maybe i,
just don dare to say it out lor...
i have ask myself did i 4get her..
i just know the ans in myself..
i don dare to do anymore thing,
as in i'm just scare..
is not that i scare that i will,
get hurt..
is just don dare to ask.
scare that i cant talk to her..
i just not long ok with her..
as in friendship....
haix just don dare to do anything..
only can thing but can't ask and do ant thing...
haix just enjoy this song..
i have cop and paste the song lyrics oso...

So lately, been wondering,
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall
It would fall upon us all
and between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high, or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall
It would fall upon us all
Well then I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high, or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high, or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go

2008-03-12T03:27:00.000+08:00

haix after that thing happend just don have the mood to do other thing haix..
yes i can be sound like i;m happy but that is just for a few min..
that cant last...
i know that there are people that wan to make me happy.
just wan to say thx to:
My kor Eric,
My brothers Benjamin and faez,
My jie susie
Daron...
i don know what to say..
i really thank you for talking to me..
what to do..
this is love...
you cant get it than for get it...
jeremy you know that she is happy with that guy,
you will be happy too..
that what me friends tell me..
ok...
what ever it is i nust let go and don talk about it anymore..
love is like that 1 of them will get hurt..
i have think and think again..
nth for me to say le..
but just wish her best wish..
and bless tham..
girl this is my last time call you girl..
if you read just wan to tell you,
don worry i'm ok go for your love,
as in go to the guy that you like,
you have all my blessing,
when you need help you can come and find me..
take care...my friend...

this is all i wan to say..
nth to say anymore..
**people if you don see any update on my blog,
sry coz i don feel like taging any more le...
SORRY!!!SORRY!!!SORRY!!!SORRY!!!..

2008-03-11T16:49:00.000+08:00

haix..
love this words kills people..
i just get kill by this words..
haix in live thinhs don come the way we wan it to be....
like me..
i wan my love to be in this way..
but end up i did not come in the way that i wan..
haix what to do this is live..
i just get hurt deep in my heart now..
i wan to act like i did not get hurt..
but i just cant act out..
people knows that i'm acting haix..
what ever i do just cant lie to other people...
haix love..
what the hell..
the person that i like..
haix forget it...
just let go of it..
she got her own live..
no point say or do anything le...
Jeremy ong u must know wan thing..
like u say it to jasmine..
love is not just 1 person but 2..
is not you like her, than you go stead with her..
u must see if she likes you or not...
if she likes you than you go stead with her...
haix don know why i know how to say people..
why i don know how to say myself..
haix..
i say no people
than people say to me too..
haix what a bad day..
i just cant sleep now..
now is 1:41 AM
what can i do now...
now till 6 AM..
what should i do..
no wan to chat with..
all go sleep le..
haix ....
just don sleep..
i now don feel good...
really very upsad..
my heart just break..
but i still wan to bless you..
if you likes him go for it..
don miss it..

2008-03-11T09:32:00.000+08:00

haix...
i just hope that you can unstand it...
i just tread you as my good friend...
we are just friends..
i'm sorry that i say thatto you..
we only can be friend not others..
like i say i'm waiting for other people...
i only like her..
jasmine i really hope that you will unstand...
i don know what to do now...
jasmine you must know wan thing,
love is not just 1 person, but 2..
as in you can't just say you like him,
than you can go stead with him..
is not like this..
you must know if that guy likes you..
sorry i'm waiting for her...

girl if you read i just wan to tell
just now a girl jasmine just ask me for stead.
and I just hurt someone heart..
as in I told her I only likes you
and I don't wish to cheat her feeling..
why i say it here i just don knwo how to
say it out on the phone...
IONLYLOVEYOUGIRL...

2008-03-09T15:36:00.000+08:00

haix...
people sry just don know how to start my tag..
that why i start with haix..
don know i just cant say it out..
as in i don even know what hapend to me...
just thinking of some think lor...
haix...
lovelovelove
haix talk about love...
i don think i can go for love...
why i say that,
haix don know la...
just don know how to say it out leh...
aa in when i see her..
i don know what to talk to her about...
than when i not with her...
i like got lots of things taht i want to talk about...
haix...
i don know leh....
haix..
just wan her....
i know that is i wrong le...
as in i know that i have hurt her very bad last time...
haix is all becoz of me la...
if i nvr did that..
maybe now i have areally patch with her le...
haix...
just wan you..
just wan to patch with you..
just you...
i love you!!

2008-03-07T12:16:00.000+08:00

don know what to tag leh..
haix maybe just no mood to tag...
i just don feel good...
what to...
than me nth to do..
just done a photo using photoshop..
Hope you all see it can comment..
I know people will say i emo..
haha
i'm emo...

haix sain..

nth to say le..
just the same thing iloveyou!!
Still wait for you...

2008-03-06T10:08:00.000+08:00

hey here go again is time to tag again haha...
erm how should i start...
haix today in school i like no mood like that don know why...
haix i don know i think i going to lose 1 of my best friend...
If find that my friend is not the old friend of mine..
as in my friend have change..
i don know how to say it out...
maybe people will say i'm the want who change not him...
haix i just don know because of one person my friend change..
haix...
don talk about it any more le...
sain this few day got alot of thing to do...
OMG!!!
i really need to study very hard le..
my exam is comeing very soon...
howhow...
nvm i must not worry so much,
just need to study hard!!!
haix for love i don think got any update for now..
erm how to i say it leh..
just the same think lor..
don have any much change...
i just don when i wil get the ans from her lor..
haix just need time..
maybe i know why...
is all because of me...
coz i have hurt her very very bad...
maybe she scare that i will hurt her..
or she don know want to patch with me ma...
what to do..
is up to her...
what i can do is to wait...
end of the day...
as in what ever the ans is..
is a YES or NO...
i must still take it..
i just want to say...
the same thing...
girl..
iloveyou...
no matter how long i must wait...
i will still wait for you..

2008-03-05T12:35:00.000+08:00

hey people how are you all feeling??
erm don know how to say my feeling today leh...
just find today is good and bad day for me lor...
just don know how to say it out lor...
Oh man this week i got test again haix sain...
than this week take back repot book lor
haix...
howhowhow....
but is ok i got pass some of the test haix...
don of saying school work...
erm what should i say now...
LOve ma??
erm don think got any update lor...
every thing is still the same lor...
as in i did not ask her about the patch...
i don dare to ask..
just scare that she don want to talk to me....
than i'm scare that i think too much lor haix...
like i say this word Love kill people....

2008-03-03T13:57:00.000+08:00

hey people out there..
haix sry nvr tag 4 long time le..
Just don have the mood to tag and somethings happend...
i don know how to solve it really..
haix things don come the way that we want it to be..
mybe i just unluckly..
god is the wan who plan things 4 me...
haix what to do...
lovelovelove!!!
this word kill alot of people,
people like me...
haix don know leh...
is Yes ma...
i scare i think too much...
or is a No...
haix just don know i don dare to ask again...
i scare that
if i ask her again...
she don talk to me...
haix i don know...
hiax some of my friend say to me,
why i still wan to wait for her,
i have been waiting for 2m le still no ans,
but i tell them may is
that she scare that i will hurt her again
like last time...
or maybe is just need time for her...
haix like i say no matter what i will still wait for her...

2008-02-21T11:05:00.000+08:00

haha
time to say things again...
haix don know leh...
is she my stead??
i don know leh,
i ask her she say don know,
than i with her she is close with me,
as in like stead like that close..
haix don know leh..
i don dare to ask her..
what if she don care about me than how??
i scare i think too much lor...
OMG I'm very scare la....
but nvm
as long as i love her..
and in my heart she is my stead le...

sain today got maths test!!!
i don think i can pass,
OMG i going o be kill by my mum lor...
haix sain tmr got lots of calss,
that i don like it lor haix...

iloveyougirl..

2008-02-20T12:58:00.000+08:00

hey girl what happend to you why be come so upsad??
are you ok??
sure nth happend to you?
ok what ever it is just want to let you,
know that i will,
help you no matter what..
i will try my best to help you(Only if you tell me).
sain...
today got lots of thing happend haix...
i don know what happend really...
as in got lots of school thing to do...
haix for my cca,
i really don know what to do lor...
how can i help the 3 of them,
to get back to ava club,
and let tham to have the name "AVies" back??
how how how???
some of them want to do teacher day,
and some of them want to do NDP..
i really don know what to do!!!
But,
no matter what i will still do my best,
to help them..
i wanted to quite and go off,
just let that...
but my from teacher say that,
if i just quite like that all my,
hard work for the last 3 years will be gone...
haix i really cant take it anymore..
what can i do??

i just very worry..
thinking of what happend to her??
How can i help her??
if feel that i use-less..
can't help..
haix just hope that she will msg me later,
and hope that she will be alright...

haix today in class they talk about love again..
LOVELOVELOVE...
Some people still don get what is love??
Haix LOVE can you tell me what you are!!!
i want to know!!!
ILOVEYOU

2008-02-18T14:49:00.000+08:00

haix so sain 1 day past le,
Time really fly very fast haha..
Here go again tmr is monday le got to go school,
haix sain..
i don know what to say,don know what to tag leh..
haix just feeling okok today..
No too bad or not too good 5o-50 lor..
today sleep all the way till 12.30pm..
lor i know what you all goin to say..
"YOU PIG AR" haha ya i'm..
but..
only today i can sleep till so late lor..
than me went out...
now i don know what happend to me...
like sadsad like that..
but hor i have nth to sad about lor...
don know what happend to me..
hahaha....
my friend ask me,
"Jeremy do you know what is love & what a girl need the most"
you know when they ask me this i don know how to ans them..
i only know how to ans some..
so i say,
Love is someone that u really love that u can don anything to make him/her,
happy,love you must under stand each other...
but they say that i don under stand love...
haix maybe they are right...
haix
so waht are love??
what is
"L",
"O",
"V",
"E"???
i really don know haix....
yup just thinking of her,
ILOVE YOU!!

2008-02-15T11:10:00.000+08:00

Hey pepole Today is 14 FEB is a very big day for people got stead..
so You know what day is it??
Yup is Valentine Day..
Haha me want to wish all those who got stead that u all can last long..
Be happy and may the god bless both of you all...
Yup for me,
i make 2 chocolate Heart for her..
haiz this is my 1st time i do it..
i do it all the way till 2am like that,
i wanted to wait for the chocolate to be readdy but,
i fall asleep lor...
haix but she told me that she like it...
so i think is a good try for me yup that all i want to say.
i hope you all will like this song by NeYO "GO ON GIRL"
Enjoy HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!!

2008-02-09T17:20:00.000+08:00

Haiz... i now have a mix-feeling as in upsad and angry,
i don Know how to say it out,
what is happending now??
i don know now is Hate or what you know it just
make me feel very sad i don know,
what makes this things happend to me??
is i thing too much or what...
Haix i don know tmr how lor to go or not??
just don know msg her no reply...
call her she is buys i know,
than is ok...
so how waht should i do go or don??
should be not going le,
than i go out le i just veru F up now haix don know la...
today la.....

2008-02-08T14:10:00.000+08:00

Hi people,I don know why i suddenly feel moody
as in i like sad,missing someone and angry,
Haiz, what happend to me,
how can i take this feeling out of my heart,
I can't stop thinking really it just can't get it out of my mind really,
Haiz how can i stop!!!
What happend i really very moody now...
no wan to talk with...
i wan to talk to her but,
i just cant say it out my feeling,
don know how to say but just very upsad,
than one of my best friend grandmother had pass away..
i really don know i just feel very moody just don know how to say it out really,
But...haiz no wan will unstand,
Yes i know by not saying out of coz no wan will unstand.
but the think is i don know how to say it out,
Haiz just very moody hope that tmr will be better for me,
What is Life And Death??
After people die, than they cry and tell them how how they love Him/Her,
Or missing them..
Haiz...
And What is LOVE??
What is LOVE To you??
How to keep You stead Heart with you??
How To unstand them but they nvr talk to you??
In life this are some of the thing that u have to think and sovle about it,
Like me i can't Sovle it,
For love I don know what can i do for her,
But i know i must do something than i can get her back,
U can ask why must i don something than i can get her back,
let me ans you bcoz of one person that is me,
every time we break up is bcoz i have hurt her alots,
that she is scare that i going to hurt again...
Haiz end of the day is back to me...
jeremy ong do something leh!!
Haiz...

2008-02-06T01:35:00.000+08:00

hey yoyo whats up people,
hiax sain now in school CL Class
sain nth to do than use teacher com to post lor,
haix now only 4 student in class pro right
yes ar!!! tmr is CNY Eve le haha
haix tmr is a very busy day for me,coz
from 0630am must be in school than till around 12 noon
haix i miss her lots really
just don unstand myself lor,
don know how to say it out what can i don...
just cant do anything lor...
Hahaha just want to say Happy CNY to all of you
take care best wish

2008-02-02T15:52:00.000+08:00

hey there u all sleep le ma??
Hahaha me just came back not long from TM,
but shrit for CNY 08 hahaha...
Lor i have spent the total of $350..
This is not all i still goin out and but tmr with my friends haha..
sain now just do nth now haix just very sain really lor,
no mood erm not sad haix just don know how to say leh...
what can i do now,
something that can make not sain haix don know la...
wishing that she can cheer up,
hope that she can go out with us tmr....
iloveher...

2008-02-01T12:11:00.000+08:00

hey just the last few days nvr tag anything haha...
haix sain lor today when i come home today about 4.30pm,
my back very pain sain lor coz that time i hurt my back during my PE class lor,
haha now not so pain le hahaha..
sain tmr got maths test,enlish test,
this week is Ca week lor sain,
erm don know what to say le...
haha...
Yup like i say this is the CA week all the best for all your test take care
I'm still waiting...

2008-01-29T11:28:00.000+08:00

hey there is time for me to sit down and think what have i done today..
erm just got lots of things to do as in school work but not that much lor haha..
but still got lots of thing to do my mum need my help to clean up the house lor...she say that my room must clean up she says that my room is in a very big mass..lor right haha sain don know what to say leh..
i just don feel like say anything now really...
don know why i will become like that as in haix don know how to say it out leh just can't explain it out..like my NICK on msn say i just unable to explain lor...
haix sain i ps her today i feel very bad,how die lor like that haha...
ya after CNY i want to step down on ava coz i just don want to do so many event later they say i nvr give tham do so i just stand by them do lor haha..
LOVE?? haix don know about love just very sain hahaha..
the same thing like i say i will saty on the sae spot, still the day come YES OR NO..
Last few words i wan you back...iloveyou

2008-01-27T05:05:00.000+08:00

hello...now is the time to tag my blog.
erm how should i start,
let me think...
ok well let say what did i do today...
Haix the same thing lor eat,sleep and watch tv lor haha only thing is that i went to my ah ma house today...i oso very long nvr go see her le haix she change alot really she look very sick..haix i just very worry about i just don have time go see her..
but i told myself that is not that i don have time..haix i don know how to say it lor..
why people change?some change to a batter person but some change from good to bad..
Haix why do people must change..
I have ask myself this why i don want to change i really can't ans it myself haix what to do...
lets talk about my 'Feeling'..
me not upsad or happy i don know what my feeling now hahaha,maybe no feeling ba... thinking of her...haha just have too many thing to do my head is very pain but i can't eat pain-killer lor..
coz i have not eat anything yet lor hahaha..
but after tag my blog i will go eat wan de haha...

2008-01-26T21:12:00.000+08:00

Hey people out there how are all of you sorry so long never tag or post anything i'm so sorry..
haha i don know when i start to like this song "ONE LOVE" By Blue don know just very nice.. too bad i wanted to put it on my blog but can't ...
sain now nth to do..
today i have been at home all the way lor, than nth to do only thing i can do is play com and watch tv only lor sain...oh ya one more thing is SLEEP haha haix i like pig like that lor don know why hehehe
than till 6pm like that i go LP to meet eric and xin yi after sometime at Lp MAC i went home and do some work for my ava coz thins comeing up Event CNY i need to do a table for the stage people lor sain hahaha don know what to do beside that lor..
some of the time today i just don feel good as in my "FEELING" i don know how to say it out really haix juet 4 words "just thinking of her"
Hope that she will know that i really like her haha...

lol

2008-01-15T10:07:00.000+08:00

hey people sry 4 very long nvr update my blog haha ya school reopend le sain lor but nvm i still enjoy my life in greenview i just happy 4 whom i'm and where we come from haha lame...i just wan her maybe i can't take it back as long as i see her as in when she happy and find that will be all right hahaha just hope that i can be more than a friends ya but 1st "N" level haha yup that all need to go back to class le haha see you hope you will tag me lor!! all the best for what ever you do Stay chill lor!!!